Fall Again

"Rasa cinta yang dulu tlah hilang kini bersemi kembali"
That show so stupid me that I falls in the same hole many times. . .
Actually I already pay attention well about my step. . .
But I dont know how can I'm still walk inside that hole and still dont want to go outside. . .

I think I'm still put too much hope in him. . .
I know that I can not realize all of my will . . .
But one thing that make me so stupid is I never serious to throw him away from my mind n my heart. . .
Thats make me feel desperate and got painfull . . .

I always said that i wont let u know what i feel. . .
but by doing that, only make me hurt. . .
I dont know what must i do to forget u. . .
bcz u are the first who show me the taste of loving someone. . .
maybe that thing make me so hard to remove u. . . .

ehmm. . .
is it possible that u can feel what i feel now??
I'm not sure about it. . .

so . . . finally i just fishing in the muddy waters. . . .
I just trying to catch a star within my hand. . .
It's mean that I'm in vain work. . .I waste my time just for the thing that I know I'm forbidden to do it. . .